I say it’s just waking up to a good start? =)

I had a damn bloody good day. Not about the things i did, places i go, but just feeling good. Like nothing is ever wrong, everything seems so perfect. And the truth is, i do feel good =)

Maybe it’s the after effects of emo-ing the night before than all your negative energy diverted to positive ones =) Glad i made my day, and those of others.

I can see clearly now the rain is gone.

The feeling is like magic.

What’s love, when you got no one to share it with?
What’s joy, when you feel empty inside?
What’s peace, when you don’t close your eyes?
What’s you, when, when..
What’s what.

ahhhh~

(everyone say, ahhhh~)

havn’t felt like this in a long time. Doing what i wanna do, watching impromtu movies, and changing shows like 5 secs before buying the tickets. Paying 11 dollars for a scrap book magazine. Then dinner and teevee. & having the time to blog and express.

It suddenly feels like life once more!

think i was so deprive.

Next week’s opening up. Only, 1.5 days of school?? (WAHAHA! can laugh until my teeth drop :P)

i’ll take the time for physical rest, family time and portfolio, and not forgetting the all-cute bf

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Standards are raising, people are catching up. If you don’t stay focus and endure till the end, you’ll start to loose out. and the results are damn obvious. Therefore, stress.

i’m not saying i do not enjoy what i do, i believe it’s seriously better than me taking out textbook and memorizing formula or the different dynasty of china. But, the state of mind won’t be calm, and external (necessary) pressure from outside seem to be making it worse. To say it didn’t affect me was lying, but i never allow it to be in the way and obstructing my work.

Things in class hasn’t been quite pleasant. I said i needed time, but i’m not sure how much can i give. Will just let things flow naturally, i see no point in forcing myself to be like before. that way will only hurt whatever friendship we have left right now.

Enough said.

I miss mummy so much, cos now there isn’t someone close that understands how exactly i feel just by looking at my face. Somethings only mothers know =)

I’m going to float away now! see what next week brings.

STRESSSS = Freaking packed deadlines & ten million things to do.

I’ll be dead in 2 weeks. Gonna revive on the 19th. Till then.

Happy Birthday to me

Let’s party tonight!

Yesterday i finally confronted this, and realised that actually, i’ve got nothing to lose. In the end, i gain one soulmate. I seriously need some adjusting to, but i believe it’s something we can do together.

This post goes out to that someone, whom I sincerely want to apologise.

Forgive me.

*muacks*

please cheer up dear.

I’m really sorry for my seemingly uninterested stand. =(

please please cheer up.