JE

These few weeks has been quite hard for i believe most in my course. I do not feel a need to elaborate, but just really glad that we got a week of ‘break’. ha, before the fierce 1 month coming up.

Standards are raising, people are catching up. If you don’t stay focus and endure till the end, you’ll start to loose out. and the results are damn obvious. Therefore, stress.

i’m not saying i do not enjoy what i do, i believe it’s seriously better than me taking out textbook and memorizing formula or the different dynasty of china. But, the state of mind won’t be calm, and external (necessary) pressure from outside seem to be making it worse. To say it didn’t affect me was lying, but i never allow it to be in the way and obstructing my work.

Things in class hasn’t been quite pleasant. I said i needed time, but i’m not sure how much can i give. Will just let things flow naturally, i see no point in forcing myself to be like before. that way will only hurt whatever friendship we have left right now.

Enough said.

I miss mummy so much, cos now there isn’t someone close that understands how exactly i feel just by looking at my face. Somethings only mothers know =)

I’m going to float away now! see what next week brings.

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Got a pimple on my face + Period delayed = STRESSS!!

STRESSSS = Freaking packed deadlines & ten million things to do.

I’ll be dead in 2 weeks. Gonna revive on the 19th. Till then.

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What can i say.

Happy Birthday to me

Let’s party tonight!

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I scream for ice-cream!

I’m so wanna have some ice-cream. Like a child standing outside the ice-cream store, staring at the colourful tubs of cold ice-cream and pointing out to mummy that she wants the one.

Woke up this morning at 6, stare at the clock hard. Goodness, it is six! I cant remember when was the last time i woke up at such a crazy time. heh. For someone who has been having lectures at 9 and all, moreover it’s the holidays now, so 11-12 would be a much more normal time to wake up.

But six?

Oh well.

Guess i forgot to mention, i got a serious outbreak of rashes last night. I looked deadly, seriously, now i can sympathize with those people with bad skin.

Was supposed to having Father’s Day dinner @ International Seafood Restrauant @ Big Splash. But I got bitten by some crap thing by the beach, and it started getting so damn itchy. Before i knew it, it was red all over, from my face to my arms, and my thighs. And all in a matter of minutes.

Dad drove us to some 24 hour clinic @ Marine Parade. Had to put up with this disgusting foul attitude nurse, or i shouldn’t even be calling her a nurse, some irritating aunty behind the desk. Her attitude is serious OMG! Dad quarreled with her. okay, think i should stop here.

Went in, the doc was shocked to see my rashes, like damn i looked like another person. Luckily, there wasn’t any mirror for me to see myself, (only caught a glimpse of myself from the car front mirror) . If i were to see myself, i think i would laugh and die. Okay, maybe not the die part. hee.

Got a jab from the doc. Luckily dad was in there to hug me. I’m super paranoid with needles! Chain saw still okay. ha. Paid 51 bucks to that crappy nurse and left.

I’m feeling so much better now, just itchy.

And because of me, we missed Father’s Day dinner ha. Had noodles at home instead.

But i love you papa! i noodles soooo beat some seafood dinner! (or so i think)

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                                                i’m a woman in love. 

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I’ll just do a super random & quick update, till i find the inspiration to blog once again! hee. So, here goes.

1) Everyone’s doing the bucketlist!
it’s soooo HOT can!

2) Just came back from Mawai yesterday, still recovering from those stupid mosquito bites.

3) I took a 6 weeks off Starbucks

4) I’ll be updating my PROblog soon

5) Going to Koh Samui next week!!

6) & did i mention i’m on holiday?

7) My birthday’s in 3 weeks! and Father’s day just next week, if you do not know.

&& i’m meeting Jonathan in exactly 1.5 hours, so bye!

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Today is the 9th of June 2008.

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Jon’s Bucket List

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5 more days! to the revealing of the Bucket List. heh.

Didn’t go to church today my muscles were aching soooooo bad the moment i woke up, especially my right arm. Hope i get to stand at the POS later at work today, so i don’t have to move my arm so much!

My Labour day was spent at Sentosa with Jon and his colleagues , it was freakking hott! Played volleyball, which causes all the bruises on my arm was so funny when everyone at work thought that i was pinching myself or someone attacked me! heh. Then we had a game of captain ball. fun! it’s been a while. =) Then a dip in the seaweed sea. ewww. and a game of monkey =D I have had many beautiful memories at Sentosa, shared with a special someone. And i believe that will stay with me for the rest of my life =) (sorry random, i just had to say that!) heh.

After the game, i started my ‘all-famous’ love-telling with poker cards =D people loved it can! ended up reading all their love life. ha! and it is true (to a certain extend) if you get good cards? –>right jon? heh. human nature la. Some (most) of the people say that my reading of theirs is true, so heh, you’ll never know anyone up for it then?

Friday- work work and more work. and finally the outside sitting for Cathay Starbucks is up! It’s super DARN GORGEOUS! so people what are you waiting for? come down to CATHAY STARBUCKS today! (although it spells more work for us) eh!, but i’m working today, so come lah =P

Anyways, Sat i had a game of badminton @ SP. muscles *ouch* havn really recovered from the sentosa thingie yet. no wonder it’s screaming today. ha! Then it was off to Al’s concert. Gosh, girl congrats on making such a wonderful emcee =D You could have been my partner for YT’s speech day la! then we’ll tear the stage down! (i think maybe thats why they don’t wanna put us :P)

coming for sherie’s party? buzz me eh?

LOVE

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Work yesterday was tiring, but fun AND tiring. i’m having these ‘thought-of-quitting’ again, whenever i’m tired of work and have to work the next day. Think i’ll give myself some time to adjust again.

Seriously, school havn been really stressful, we havn’t been issued any projects of the late, just some assignments. i wonder why. But despite being assignments,  everyone is like handing in top works. I mean like what the hell is happening to my class. ha! this is scary man. and without the companion of my other ‘used-to-be’ close mates. life in school has become horrible, i mean, i come to school without a open heart, so unable to breathe. You know who you are, and i believe this time you guys have gone much too far. It hurt. therefore, i’m not in any sense to talk or do anything about it, unless you try. Period.

i’m craving for south canteen’s chicken rice, so i think i shall have it for lunch tmrw before we head out to Andy Warhol’s exhibition. Goodie.

On a sincere note, i hope that you guys could reflect on yourselves, the simple and basic meaning of being friends.

(oh alvina, buzz me the details and everything yea? i don’t see you online as much loveyadozen)

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