JE

Results were out yesterday, such a spoiler.

My heart was aching the whole morning, and i felt really terrible inside. DAMN. but quite frankly, i don’t believe i deserve such grades, the load of Bees stunk my result slip, and not to mention 3D People have been saying, design is harder to score in, but i won’t give myself that excuse. Guess that leaves me to slowly pull the grades up to it’s formal glory.

I believe my focus was shifted this Semester, with the addition of work. Sigh. On my part, i’ve done whatever necessary, but maybe not to top standard, caus honestly, i don’t really have the luxury of time, plus, attendance was a main issue for me, i was late for classes 50% of the time, that i know, and maybe that was why i got marked absent for some classes that i came in late. Oh well, that i cant blame anyone can i? hahas.

Seriously, i thought i can make it with both worlds, and i felt that i did make it, until the results fall shot of my expectations. Then it hit me real hard.

But the question now is to quit or not to.  Guess i’m 66% for quitting now. Sigh. Didn’t even go for the chalet yesterday, was afraid i might change my mind after all the fun. Was so sad i missed it all.

But i guess life goes on from here, and there’s not point for me to keep harping on the issue.