rehearsal day!

the feeling of seeing your visuals up on a real life stage for real people –> SHIOK!

i shall say no more

2-4april ESPLANADE recitalstudio

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Hopefully today shall be the last day for the Esplanade Extravaganza. Ha!

School and life direction had been on my mind lately. I did something reckless, don’t know if i’ll regret making that decision, but i felt a passion for it. I t was like the bullet in the pistol, waiting to be triggered, to be released. Maybe i lacked the courage, and skills. But now, after falling, i’m up for it again, with more confidence this time.

It’s all paced out, i pray for guidance along the way, and strength to pull through what ever.

I suddenly feel so adult-ish. heh

Well, just hope that mummy is here physically to be happy with me

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It’s nearing the end for the esplanade project.

I havn’t had any fun during this holiday, except for the first week @ camp. Next week’s gonna be flooded with OGL thingies and all. Sigh. But i expected that. So yup, shall play while i can during the weekends teehehee.

On the bright side, i get to keep the pro for a while, so i guess that balances it all? Or so i think

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Gosh, i cant sleep was sleepy an hour ago, so bid my early good nights and found myself tossing and turning in bed for the next hour. hmmmz…

Hahas, wanted to grab my ipod to bed, but ended up blogging instead. (eh it rhymes!)

k random i know. good night (FOR REAL!) now peps. gotta work later yeyyey!

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My Baby You

 as i look into your eyes

i see all the reasons why
my life’s worth a thousand skies
you’re the simplest love i’ve known
and the purest one i’ll own
know you’ll never be alone

my baby you
are the reason i could fly
and ’cause of you
i don’t have to wonder why
baby you
there’s no more just getting by
you’re the reason i feel so alive
though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do
how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground

i will soothe you if you fall
i’ll be right there if you call
you’re my greatest love of all

arianna i feel so alive

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Results were out yesterday, such a spoiler.

My heart was aching the whole morning, and i felt really terrible inside. DAMN. but quite frankly, i don’t believe i deserve such grades, the load of Bees stunk my result slip, and not to mention 3D People have been saying, design is harder to score in, but i won’t give myself that excuse. Guess that leaves me to slowly pull the grades up to it’s formal glory.

I believe my focus was shifted this Semester, with the addition of work. Sigh. On my part, i’ve done whatever necessary, but maybe not to top standard, caus honestly, i don’t really have the luxury of time, plus, attendance was a main issue for me, i was late for classes 50% of the time, that i know, and maybe that was why i got marked absent for some classes that i came in late. Oh well, that i cant blame anyone can i? hahas.

Seriously, i thought i can make it with both worlds, and i felt that i did make it, until the results fall shot of my expectations. Then it hit me real hard.

But the question now is to quit or not to.  Guess i’m 66% for quitting now. Sigh. Didn’t even go for the chalet yesterday, was afraid i might change my mind after all the fun. Was so sad i missed it all.

But i guess life goes on from here, and there’s not point for me to keep harping on the issue.

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Finally, i’m getting abit more space for myself these days, being able to sleep till 11/12, then head down to work on the Esplanade Proj. Feels good, at least i’m not rushing or anything. WOW.

That explains the daily blog post i guess

Speaking of which i should probably  head to the shower, get dress and head out.

Starbucks Chalet is on now, so at least some fun this week.

Just wore my heels for a day and the blisters are all popping out again :/ Sigh, no fate to wear heels la.

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Ahh.. great morning, no rush (although i’m already running late for school) but heck! it’s not everyday i feel so good, shan’t spoil it.

(Shall find an excuse to visit Starbucks today, i need coffee!)

Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might know my heart.

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Just completed this book, ‘Marry me’. It’s a romance novel that i picked out of the library some day last week. Got the urge to read something sweet, lovely and romantic, and possibly cry over some parts. Aww.. the feeling is actually quite shiok, or so i think. hahas.

It’s about these 2 couples going through so much, divorcing and all, eventually having the courage to fight for what the believe in, and going for it. It was actually quite dumb a storyline as Wife A went with Husband B, and Husband A went with Wife B. Aha! But they all didn’t know about it till much later. Regardless, it’s the commitment (not for the marriage) that the couple had that really touched me. And towards the last chapter, when Jerry asked Sally to marry me, i teared, ahh, beautiful beautiful

So lovely. heheee..

Oh, and anyone looking for a perfect place to do your reading (esp for romance novels), head to Starbucks! (i’m not trying to do a promotion or anything la) but yup, have your favourite cup of beverage infront of you with a bagel or something else and enjoy, wow heaven. And mornings would be the best But Starbucks isn’t really a cheap coffeehouse, unless of cause you get free coffee <– like me :P. Anyways, do try, you’ll love it :]

I want to watch Leap Years again, damn got the urge la. hahas. It’s seriously a good catch. I think i won’t have to emphasize much But yea, it’s good to cry when you’re watching such movies, it’s a feeling only your heart can feel, not your brain, not your skin. But only that muscle that’s beating constantly. And when it tug, you’ll get that sad feeling that comes from within. I don’t know why i don’t usually feel it in real life, and mostly when i watch heartbreaking love stories. Maybe it’s because i’m not really sad/hurt in real life, which is a good thing

But yea, if your heart hurts, and you’re feeling sad (because of someone/some situation) and any sad slow songs just seems to go with the flow, it’s actually a very blissful feeling, or so i think. hahas.

It’s part and parcel of every relationship, and it’ll only make it stronger if handled well.

If not try taking an Oath and pledge yourself to your partner and both of you (pledge) to the relationship. Should be interesting

I have totally no idea about how talking about that book could digress till here, but ya, it’s seldom that i blog, so don’t complain!

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 okay, time for updates

Singapore Airshow

cool huh? hahaha uhm, okay trying to recall since it’s a while back. ah yes! it was superrrrr hott. the sun was like *ouch* and the wind was damn strong too. Had fun watching the air displays, took videos of it, was quite awesome la, but it got abit sian after a while, cos the whole display was like about slightly over an hour? After which we had lunch and headed off to view some of the planes up close. was a cool experience, one i’ll never forget =)

VS Sec 3 Camp @ KOREF

last minute got pulled to join this camp, but it was an experience. the boys were quite interesting (as a whole) & as you can see from the picture they’re a bunch of fun-loving (monkeys) hahaha. or so for my class. =) talkative, crappy, fun. hahaha. i enjoyed myself, so thank you.

oh well, wanted to blog more but gotta get back to other more important stuffs

ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW JON!

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