HEELLOOO dear readers of my humble blog. hehe
2 Projects down, 1 more to go, finally i can feel the breeze on my face, air in my lungs, love in my heart, taste on my tongue, energy in my body, blood in my veins. I am alive once again
hehe.
To be brutally honest with you guys, working and schooling together is tiring. Although i will always say, “aiya, nevermind”, “i’m okay :)” yada yada yada. But yes, it is indeed tiring, but satisfying. The feeling of satisfaction is way beyond description. I’m more motivated to complete my assignments, because i know i have lesser time than the rest. Pressure to maintain/improve the GPA is getting on me too, competition is high this Sem, that explains the ‘chiong-ness’ that i have.
And because if that, i feel sick
PLUS, i think someone passed me the sorethroat, headache and fever!! *stares at you* you know who you are! Hm, missed lessons for one day, but & i’m up and about the next. I must admit, the pressure and stress is getting on me, yes, occassionally tears falls down, but what’s life without stress? You need to feel stress to know that you’re alive
Speaking of alive, i havn’t been sleeping well these few days. Maybe it’s because of the period or something. But i kept having dreams of me suddenly dying. The first one was the night i was sick, i dreamt that i had dengue fever, and no one knew, and by the time they did, i was dead already. I remembered vividly Shawna with a few of my friends was by my bedside in my dream. (Jon you weren’t there) haha.
Hm, then the following day, i dreamt that i was knocked down by a red car while crossing the road, then i saw my mum was like super happy, then she smiled and asked me to go home, the next moment, i was on the bed, badly injured. This time my family, boyfriend were there. But i didn’t exactly die in that dream la.
Then the next day, i had another dream too, but it was someone very close to me who had an accident, and i stayed by his bed but he never woke up. Sigh.
Interesting eh? Wonder what the dreams meant. Anyway, as the saying goes, dreams are always the opposite of real life, and maybe i had too many things on my mind too. Sigh. Felt quite lonely when i woke up after those dreams. and boy, i’m glad they are dreams.
Many other things happened, Agnotti has finally won James heart
Congrats my darling, wish you guys well =)
A little something for the couple : Love does not make the world go round, but it sure makes your life worthwhile. <3