JE

Had a really werid dream last night. Dreamt that was I was quarelling with alvina. like wth!! hey gf, if you’re reading this, to pick up a fight with you will be the last thing i ever want to do on this earth! haha.

I feel that i’m really quiet this days & kinda moodless. School’s the only place i can be happy and laugh my worries away. oh man, when will this end? so many damn fucking things on my mind now, really can’t seem to pen it down, nor blog it out. ok, maybe i should try.

hm, it’s like i really want for you to know, but i hate to say it out, cos i get weaker everytime i do so? damn! see what you comprehand from this? see my point? I better leave it unsaid.

Which brings me to the point of blogging’s no good.

I’m running out of tears.

mummy, i love you oh so much.