I’m in more sane to blog today than yesterday. ha! if not my post will be filled vulgarities, curses, etc. But my Xanga’s private blog has tons of that, too bad you guys can’t read. =P okay, about yesterday, I seriously didn’t know what got into me, i was throwing a temper, crying, bitching about like a total bitch! HATE that side of me. Blame it on the stress that was accumulating over the past few weeks and my mind and heart decided to break down on the final week of proj 3. BAGUS! So yupp, shan’t go into the details. hate that bitch in me. arghhh!! thankfully i had jonathan to talk to, thanks baby!
& yes, officially i’m back to normal again, so please come & talk to me! hahaha =D went totally crazy in school today and i meant totally. ask shawna & ernie & the few others who stayed back till 930 just now. hehe! just decided to drop off everything, all the unnecessary stress that i’ve been giving myself and have fun. well, i know it’s not supposed to be the case, but i can’t seem to help it. Don’t you just feel that you’ve work so much until a point which you can just work no more? well, that was how i felt, but i’m not going to use that as an excuse to not do proj 3, cos some big shot MTV people are coming down for out final presentation on friday (officially 2 more days) freaky! & how prepared am i? —> <—- still got lots of work to do and i must say i’m not too satisified with the pace at which i’m going. so, time to pull up my socks and start cracking! but i swore i didn’t plan on screwing up my drawing test today, it just suxs. really. so embraressed to even put my name on the paper. :/ we had to draw a car today, and i chose a black BMW (5 series), the pencil sketch turned out to be quite good, really liked it, but after i added on the charcoal, damn it’s screwed.. and to make things worse, the driver came and drove off his shining bimmer :/ I had to draw the other half of the car based on how my dad’s bimmer looked like. ha! glad i still remember how it’s sexy butt curves.. hehe! that’s what we nicked out car ’sexy’! hehe!
had chicken rice for dinner, head back to class and started editing on ‘buried’ my AVFUN proj. super fun. i’m starting to fall deeply in love with final cut pro. whee!! finished my rough cut already, but too bad can’t post it online haha! not supposed to share with the public, but you can approach me to view it if ya interested! super cool editing going on in there, just you wait! realised i’ve been using the f-word ALOT lately, blame it on the ‘buried’ video that out lecturer gave us to edit, the video was filled with it! haha. but yupp, no good.. gotta try to cut down on my usage of that (give myself a slap everytime i say it) hehe! see if it works.. “you’re fucking joking!” hahahha! oops *slaps*
talked to tina about the course, timetable too long, the 9-930 thing in school almost every single day. blah blah blah… parents complaing blah blah blah. well, her reply was, “life of a design student is like that, just that we’re starting one year eariler than the DMDs. Pushing you guys so hard so that you’ll be able to get a job in the future… … … … By year 3 you’re all going to stay over in school etc, so get used to.” haha well said. So, for the sake of me, myself, I and of cos’ not forgetting the many others who had faith in me, i’ll strive on & give 110% of myself (if not more) =D
Life’s not a bed of roses
But when she turns into a bitch
Just remember to say, “hey! you can eat my shit!” <– by shawna
But I, had to let go of all the pain, let love rain down on me