Archive for July, 2007

YOU GOT MY HEAD SPINNING

YOU GOT MY HEAD SPINNING

Lifehouse - You & Me

I’M STILL ALIVE
S CLUB 7 - NATURAL

Okay, i’m in no mood for updates, but this post is to tell you guys that i’m still alive after PROJ 3 & 2 Star Kayaking. so yupp..

No more lonely, no more just me been there before
Ain’t goin no more
And now that you’re here
I Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more cryin, no denyin’
I’m in love with you
And now that you’re here I
I never wanna say goodbye love
So I’m standing here
Arms open wide
Ready to give my heart
I’m sure this time
Love’s gonna last for life
Baby I know things change
And there might be some rain
But the clouds are gonna clear
And the sun is gonna shine again
Shine light on our love baby
So let’s make it last forever…

YOU CAN EAT MY SHIT!
Let it rain - JOJO

I’m in more sane to blog today than yesterday. ha! if not my post will be filled vulgarities, curses, etc. But my Xanga’s private blog has tons of that, too bad you guys can’t read. =P okay, about yesterday, I seriously didn’t know what got into me, i was throwing a temper, crying, bitching about like a total bitch! HATE that side of me. Blame it on the stress that was accumulating over the past few weeks and my mind and heart decided to break down on the final week of proj 3. BAGUS! So yupp, shan’t go into the details. hate that bitch in me. arghhh!! thankfully i had jonathan to talk to, thanks baby!

& yes, officially i’m back to normal again, so please come & talk to me! hahaha =D went totally crazy in school today and i meant totally. ask shawna & ernie & the few others who stayed back till 930 just now. hehe! just decided to drop off everything, all the unnecessary stress that i’ve been giving myself and have fun. well, i know it’s not supposed to be the case, but i can’t seem to help it. Don’t you just feel that you’ve work so much until a point which you can just work no more? well, that was how i felt, but i’m not going to use that as an excuse to not do proj 3, cos some big shot MTV people are coming down for out final presentation on friday (officially 2 more days) freaky! & how prepared am i? —> <—- still got lots of work to do and i must say i’m not too satisified with the pace at which i’m going. so, time to pull up my socks and start cracking! but i swore i didn’t plan on screwing up my drawing test today, it just suxs. really. so embraressed to even put my name on the paper. :/ we had to draw a car today, and i chose a black BMW (5 series), the pencil sketch turned out to be quite good, really liked it, but after i added on the charcoal, damn it’s screwed.. and to make things worse, the driver came and drove off his shining bimmer :/ I had to draw the other half of the car based on how my dad’s bimmer looked like. ha! glad i still remember how it’s sexy butt curves.. hehe! that’s what we nicked out car ’sexy’! hehe!

had chicken rice for dinner, head back to class and started editing on ‘buried’ my AVFUN proj. super fun. i’m starting to fall deeply in love with final cut pro. whee!! finished my rough cut already, but too bad can’t post it online haha! not supposed to share with the public, but you can approach me to view it if ya interested! super cool editing going on in there, just you wait! realised i’ve been using the f-word ALOT lately, blame it on the ‘buried’ video that out lecturer gave us to edit, the video was filled with it! haha. but yupp, no good.. gotta try to cut down on my usage of that (give myself a slap everytime i say it) hehe! see if it works.. “you’re fucking joking!” hahahha! oops *slaps*

talked to tina about the course, timetable too long, the 9-930 thing in school almost every single day. blah blah blah… parents complaing blah blah blah. well, her reply was, “life of a design student is like that, just that we’re starting one year eariler than the DMDs. Pushing you guys so hard so that you’ll be able to get a job in the future… … … … By year 3 you’re all going to stay over in school etc, so get used to.” haha well said. So, for the sake of me, myself, I and of cos’ not forgetting the many others who had faith in me, i’ll strive on & give 110% of myself (if not more) =D

Life’s not a bed of roses

But when she turns into a bitch

Just remember to say, “hey! you can eat my shit!” <– by shawna

But I, had to let go of all the pain, let love rain down on me

sigh
Hilary Duff - Stranger

wokies updates! sorry, i know i’ve not been blogging good. & I don’t think this post’s gonna be a good one either. Been really up with Proj 3 now, chiong arh! I’m determinded to make it my best yet (at least i’ll have something nice to show in my showreel) :D

Thursday: Went back to school for e-learning (which we never do) then studio practice. Linus(my media theory lecturer) is leaving. cool? ha! But he had to leave us with a 800-1000 word essay, before he goes. SO NOT COOL! sigh. I guess it’s dued together with the showreel, tests, competitions. damn, everything just have to crash together :/ the rest of the july and aug will be burned out i guess. sigh..


Friday: Finally something to turn this week around and get my ass out of the sickening proj 3! HARRY POTTER & THE ORDER OF PHOENIX. Whoo-hoo! Although it’s not A-FANTASTIC, but i’m damn glad i got to watch it lah. hehe! On the way back, I realised that there’s still colour theory homework left undone in school, wanted to head back to NYP but i forgot to bring my Wacom Pen. (damn!) So, home it is then.. Will have to use lunch & media theory slot to finish it on monday then.sigh..


Saturday: Spent most of my day on proj 3 again, but this time i was able to actually produced a decent work.(phew!) :D Left for my belated birthday dinner with alvina & cheryl & my sis. yes! my sis, don’t ask me why i brought her there :/ .sigh..


Sunday: First Day for 2 Star Kayaking @ Changi. Suxs having no partner & having to pair up with the instructor instead. My arm muscles are going to cry out loud tmr, just you watch. sigh..

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it’s just not right

I’M GONA MISS YOU LIKE A CHILD MISSES THEIR BLANKET
Fergie - Big Girls Don’t Cry
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarityPeace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
The path that I’m walking
I must go aloneI must take the baby steps ’til I’m full grown, full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to’Cause I want to hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarityPeace, Serenity
La Da Da Da Da Da

THERE’S NO CONDOM FOR THE HEART

Katharine MacPhee-Dangerous

i’m back people, totally lost my blogging momentum. sigh. oh well, school’s getting better. =D Media theory lesson postponed to tomorrow, which is extremly good, cos i’m so not prepared for that presentation on stereotypes. Proj 3 extented it’s deadline till next friday, hm, it has it’s boon & bane, the positive side would be we’ll have more time to finish it up (dergh!) but i hate to drag it any longer.ARGH! Wana watch Harry Potter without having it popping up in my head every now and then. :( But such is life. AND if this Proj 3 drags on for another week, we will have NO FREAKING BEAK till the next thing comes on which i think it’s the DESFUN test on illustrator & photoshop (yikes!) and creating our showreel out of the 3 PROJS we’re done thus far. But such is (Poly) Life :(

Yesterday was super fun, Shawna and I sneakily watched The Amitynille Horror in class. OMG! cool shits man! hahaha.. (althought i did scream out loud which attracted somemore people to join in and watch) Can’t wait to get it into my new harddisk and watch it again!! Drawing lesson(test 1) was fine, out in the garden again. I got an A! WAHA!! =D but still need to keep it up for the next 2 test. Then after school we head down to this British guy apartment. Oh, forgot to mention about him. He’s a totally cool dude man. A freelancer, working for mainly MTV, so that’s why the lecturers got him down to talk to us. The whole 2 hours or so was mainly used to show us his works and talking about the industry (hm, it’s more than what you think) haha. & why i say he’s cool? cos he uses the f- word in class soooo many times even when tina was sitting behind watching us. plus everyone got a green condom as a freebie! (it’s because their company designed the box or smth) haha! ang-mo are cool man. =)

Going to head down to Macpherson Rd later on to replace my harddisk & get the Wacom pen (troublesome!) I left my thumbdrive in school :/ & i feel like giving myself a hard knock on the head for it!

Dangerous, he’ll steal your heart away then run and play. Protect your heart

PING PONG
ENRIQUE LGLESIAS - DO YOU KNOW

That’s the reason why there are ironies on Earth. =) HAHA!

PROJ 3 is finally getting better. but my eye still hurts like shit!
okie, back to work! GO ME GO GO GO!!!

ooo—ooo
[MJ-Heal The World]

7 + GREEN = LIVE EARTH

my favs! haha =D honestly, how many times in a lifetime does 7 & green go together =D worth blogging! haha

heal the world, make it a better place

THERE’S NOT A STAR IN HEAVEN I CANT REACH

HSM-Breaking Free

Sometimes life can be such a Bitch! yes the one with a big fat B! Well, i’m glad i took it well. was really in a lousy mood just now, dad thinks it’s because of my hard disk, but nah, it’s more to that.. i’m really tired of having to endure all these, it hasn’t been right from the start, but thank god it’s picking up, it’s picking up.=) No matter what life throws at you, take what’s good & throw the rest back :D

went down to Funan with Shawna & Jodie after presentation.crap ALOT @ KFC about school, total stress - relieve man! haha. Then went to have my hard disk checked but they reckon i go straight to the service centre, crap! oh well, i’m going to get it exchanged one for one once jonathan is done it. lousy hard disk! died on me twice already! & mean enough someone can still laugh at such a tragedy.It’s already depressing enough for my hard disk to die on me the night before presentation & you can still laugh your ass off when i told you that. Call yourself a L? Shits!

baby, you know you’ve got the power to make me weak inside.haha, you were awesome-ly cool man, trying to retrieve my stuffs on the mrt. POWER! hhaah.

IF YOU LOSE YOUR WAY, THINK BACK ON YESTERDAY
Jordan Hill- Remember me this way

Damn! I’m hating FRIDAYS as much as.. argH! can’t seem to think of anything. but ya, it’s really irritating :/
Really unlucky today, hard disk decided to break down on the eve of Presentation.Wonderful! Wacom fell to the ground & chipped, hope i don’t have to pay the 400+ bucks if tina finds out, if not i’ll have to start begging for money.
It’s only my first day being 17, please be nice yeah?
okay, back to work, what life! sigh.

{if life will just be kind,to such a gentle mind}

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