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oh well, i thought i would not be blogging about this nor touching about this issue bcoz’ it really hurts. But, life has got to go on. (I’m actually quite surprised that i’m able to get over it that fast, or rather i’m numb to the situation now)

Its NO MORE Lasalle! heck, for details i shan’t go into it further, sorry for those who asked, i really didn’t know what to say thus i left you guys hanging.

I kicked,curse,sweared,cried,yelled,thought deeply,ate lots of ice-cream,soak myself in teevee,slept,wrote,clear my desk of every ‘lasalle thing’ i had & now even blogged about it. damn, who said life was ever fair?

I think NYP should be a better choice (hell, its my ONLY choice now) I’m still very sored about it but i have to let go one way or another. Motion Graphics & Broadcast Design is what i’ll be going for in NYP. It’s a new course in a new school (school of interactive&digital media) so, it a fresh start! oh well, orientation starts freakin-ly next week. I promised i’ll stay through it but how long can i hold? That’s a qn i’ve been asking myself. Its not the course, its not the school, its just me not wanting to be there! I guess i’ll just turn up & see what orientation brings. good luck to me than !

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okay nadia, as promised i’ll blog about the sec 1 camp&YOU!! hahaha.. will probably go onto the Lasalle interview another day, because my mind is still very mixed-up on it& the poly enrolment thing. GOSH!! haha

YTSS GIRL GUIDES SEC 1 CAMP. well, firstly many thanks to NADIA&TAOLIAN for rendening their services despite my very very last minute calling. haha!! THANKS AR… …

Overall, it was a very small-scale camp, considering only the sec 1s & campstaff were there. As usual, the first part of the camp was tent-pitching blah blah blah (which nadia&i didn’t attend) haha. We joined in only at eleveness. yeah. haha!! Because of Nadia’s asthma, I had to station myself at the kitchen while she enjoys herself at the games. =) I’m not complaining babe!! haha.

2nd day past by fast, we enjoyed ourselves with an hour of prison break+pepsi! Muahahahahaha. Thank goodness Doris came & bring up the spirits, mad-ness in the house!! haha. hey babe, when are you opening your water-pub?

Seriously, i doubt i could survive this camp without your company babe, thanks for being there for me all these years. Ever since we got to know each other better since sec 2, there wasn’t a dull period for me (execpt when we fight of coz) haha. I really miss you girl, those days we spent in Guides together. Thank you so much for your support&understanding for me. DYNAMIC DUELS eh? haha. SHIT that postman lost the letter i mailed you+the gift i bought from NZ!!! HAHA. Sorry for all those things i said that hurt you, as you know i really don’t mean it. you’re really very important to me&we will remain best pals for life =) We shared so much together i believe no one will understand the strong bond between us.. & if you are reading this & think that its you. well, it is!! haha. ILOVEYOUBABE =)

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FINALLY, this is it. i’ve done everything i could and its all in your hands now Lord.

In a few hours time i’ll be facing the lecturers from Lasalle. But i’m feeling really nervous&excited&confused&don’t know what i’m feeling!! It’s not that i’m not prepared or have no confidence, its just that its much too important thats why i’m freaking out.Gosh!

Thanks for all the well wishes from everyone. I’ll carry it with me when i go in tmr =).

& all i pray for is to walk out of the room tmr not disappointed or to have any regrets. PRAISE YOU LORD.I’LL GO WHEREVER YOU PLACE ME.

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Finally, some things to turn this week around =) watched Mr Bean’s Holiday eariler. comments on it : HAHAHA!! =)

I don’t think i have the mood to blog till after saturday!!(sorry folks)

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oh damn, its only monday and i’m hating this week already!

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YTSS Sec 3 Camp at KOREF

It was the first time YT had their Sec 3 camp at Malaysia. It was a totally new experience =) Once again, i survived the camp without falling (excuse me!) haha, you know who you are. Was there as Student Leader, erm, really a very different feeling from when i had my sec 3 camp 2 years ago. Many more benefits i would say, don’t have to squeeze in the dirty toilets to bathe, don’t have to get scolded (sometimes), i can leave my shirt un-tuck, wear coloured-ankle socks. ha, so much for being an ex-councillor. BUT thats not the main point. the point is, i’ve really learnt alot during this whole experience. How to get along, how to survive the camp being the ONLY female SL (mind you, it’s not easy okay). How to be more flexible, how to do things in a more organised way, how to get my instructions across in an accurate and efficient way.how to start a really awesome campfire. It’s different when you handle a level of 300 plus peps, compared to just 90 plus guides. haha =)

The activities are unique, never will you be able to do it at the Singapore campsite. It was the first time i tried bamboo rafting =), its a pity that i didn’t try the water obstacle =( argh well.

Organic rice. yikes! The first time i tried it, was like shit! seriously. Later on got used to it, its rather okay. I mean its camp?! haha

Night walk was really cool. It was damn dark, and I had to be stationed in the forest? ah well you cant call it a forest i think. Well, just call it the place. heh =) On the 2nd night i remembered clearly that i had to sit under a particular tree asking students to turn to their left. haha. sometimes its really funny because the students cant see me, so when i suddenly speak they will be like, “argh ghost!” HAHA. & i think i saw a firefly or maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me, coz i wasn’t wearing my spects. I’m surprised that i didn’t freak out because i really hate insects, worse still it was pitch dark, i couldn’t help but wonder what am i sitting on! haha. Overall, i really love the clear sky filled with stars. I swear its really beautiful =)

Camp fire was awesome, thanks to zhe bin and the help of few others, we were able to set the structure right. The twist to it was that we added sparkles to it, so was really beautiful. It was also the first time we tried throwing kerosene “bombs”. The atmosphere at the campfire was high. I’m so proud of YT zens!!!

The instructors there are nice peps, we always refer them tot he ‘green-shirt pple” haha. But they are really excellent peps and its cool to have such a job, running camps =)

The camp ended well, everyone left KOREF campsite with a wide smile =) i took back with me many memories. Wish all the Sec 3 well for their O LEVEL year ahead. REACH HIGHER! A big thank you for the school for giving my this opportunity to join the camp. I really enjoyed myself YEAH!

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Its back to square one again. I should have know better than to trust my instincts. Whats the point of getting disappointed again and again. I really had enough. All these times i felt that i have wasted on you. I should have known, i should have known. Let me cry for the last time.

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